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  • **PunchaNun**

    Current mood:cold

    sooo....

     

    Haven't written in over a month and because I saw Ashlyn updated her blog I figured what the hell...maybe I should too. So thanks Ashlyn.

     

    Anyways nothing much is going on, like always.  It snowed Saturday and it's still here...damnitt. 

    I hate snow incase you didn't know that already.

    Yeah...its cold....wet....slippery...and white...

     

    AKA: I hate it.

     

    Seen Twilight ohh....too many times according to some people...but I enjoy it.

    I can't wait for New Moon to come out now either.

     

    Single yet again....maybe I'll finally get it right this next year...but who knows.

     

    Been doing a lot more stuff wiff my hair...it's almost white now! hella crazy.

     

    My Chinchilla Edward is getting SO big! He may only be 6 months but he is growing sooo fast. Luckily he still loves his momma and is my cuddles. ^^

     

    I'm going to be an aunt! Holy shit that's a scary thought.  Not really but thought that might make it sound cooler.

     

    Other than that nothing exciting is going on.

     

    I'll try to write more but knowing me, I wont.

     

     

    Later.

     

    <3

       Renee

  • HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

    Current mood:blissful

    So it's that time of year again...my 17th birthday will be NOVEMBER 13!!!!!

     

    So don't forget, or I'll kick your ass.

     

    Party will be that Saturday the 15th!

    So be there or be a circle. not a square.

    anyways ppl wanna know what I want for my birthday so here is a list:

     

    -Chinchilla toys  ^^

    -Scrapbook organize ()

    -Scrapbook stuff. (hole puncher, funky scissors, ect)

    -Hot Topic gift card.

    -Kohols gift card.

    -Barnes & noble gift card.

    -Starbucks gift card.

    -Diner Dash 2 (comp. game)

    -Wedding dash 2 (comp. game)

    -Sex toys ^^

    -Make-up (Hot Topic, Herbal & Mineral (Sallys), and Organic. MUST BE ANIMAL FRIENDLY)

    -Body Jewelry 

    -accesories from hot topic.

    -Bright Tights

    -ANYTHING TWILIGHT RELATED

    -Gift cards

    - Something Blue (book by Emily Griffin)

    -HIPPO!

    -Skelanimal Elephant

    - Nick nacks from Octopus Garden

    -Freddy vs. Jason (movie)

    -Nartuo cards or movies

    -Inscence

    - Art stuff (Arcylic brushe/paints, charcoal, oil pastels, stetch pencils, ect)

    -Money

    -A ticket for Travis to move in wiff me

    -SCRAVES/ Neckercheives

    - Puffy skirts

    -Fake eyelashes

    -Sex toys ( again lol)

    -Flanel blanket

    -Riding Lessons & Flying Changes By: Sara Gruen

    -Toe socks

    -ANYTHING YOU THINK I'D LOVE

    -YOUR LOVE AND HUGS!!!!

     

     

    so there you go.

     

    Chow!

  • **Shot to Pieces**

    Current mood:bummed

    Blah.....

     

    That is how I feel right now.

    I wish I could take a long hot bath and wash away all this....ARGH!

    So this boy who amazes me everytime hung out with me today and I was honestly surprised that it worked out.

    It went so fucking well, or at least I thought it did...I mean, we laughed lots, talked about things that have meanings, and everything just felt so....so right.

     

    Like my heart beat did not settle the whole damn time...I thought I might pass out.

    MAybe he noticed, maybe not....i really don't know.

    Anyways, I had to open my mouth and ask to kiss him...of course he said no.

    Well no, he said "I would but, you're too good of a friend."

     

    What the fuck does that mean?

    I tried not to cry in front of him, and I sucecceded at that, but I feel like I'm gonna break any minute now...RAWR.

    I really need to get inside his fucking mind and find out what the fuck he means by too good of a friend.

    Even though I wanna stay his friend, I'm tired of it. He always seems to date these girls that just hurt him and I'm like HELLO!!! I wouldn't do that! but no...I don't get the chance...

     

    What is wrong with me...Why am I always the friend? Can't I be more??? GOAHHHH!!!

    Anyways, I got a poem outta this so here it is.

    This poem is for him...he knows who he is...too bad he probally wont ever read this stupid thing anyways...oh well...

    Stupid Little Feelings Get in the Way of Everything

    by: Renee Phipps

    Summer days grow hot

    And summer nights grow long

    But time with you is in a standstill

    I lose track everytime

    And when you are out of site

    I sigh with all my might And sit down to think

    Is there ever going to be more

    The things you do

    The words you say

    Strike my heart like a poisioness viper

    That kills its victim so slow

    And so sly

    So that they beg to die

    But at the same time you're like heroin

    Fucking addicting as hell

    And even as the pain grows

    My feelings get stronger times four

    Damn those feelings

    Damn all you make me feel

    But most of all

    Damn me for letting you turn me inside out

    For the whole world to see.

     

    ...Yeah I'm a fucking loser....oh well....I needed this outta me...

     

    Bye.

  • **My guts are spilling out onto the floor of a nightmare that you wouldn’t believe**

    Current mood:ditzy

    Don't take the title seriously please. I'm listening to The Spill Canvas: Your Evil Soul and that was one of the lines in it. Yeah I'm a nerd.

     

    Anyways about last night's poem....hmmm, yeah I was in a bad mood but it's all good now. I forgot my happy pills that morning. sorry. teehee but the poem came out okay don'tcha think?

    Well... aside from that, school is out (YES) I still don't know if I passed the WASL but I did pass Biology with a C so HA in your face MR.J!!!! teehee, sorry victory moment there. Aside from that I passed my sophmore year. YEAHYEAH!

    And now I'm in Georgia....damn. Lol naw its not that bad, just very humid and HOT. We got here on ther 12th and then went to North Carolina for a week which was fun. Got some pretty shots and got to be around family I don't see much which made me really really happy...minus the heat. We went on a nature hike (see default), went rock minning to the SAME PLACE as ten years ago. So crazy. We also went rafting, horseback ridings in the mountians, AND class 5 rafting. That shit was tight! I almost fell out twice! Lol I know, I'm lame. I kinda wish it would of lasted longer because some of my family I hadn't seen in THREE YEARS!!! That is too long for me sorry. BUT next summer us kids are planning it so its gonna be HELLA TIGHT! YEAHYEAH!!! Lol I'm on cookie dough, sorry. Well we left on Saturday and went to Cherokee, NC which was awesome because I'm part Cherokee Indian which is always nice to know. anyways,  we went there and even though I don't wear leather I did buy a pair of moccisons because I did my research on the company and they use cows that are near dear or already dead from sickness or old age. so its NOT murder. Plus, being part Cherokee I wanted SOMETHING that would always remind me of that part. After that we went to Gailtburg, TN (spelling) and shopped for awhile. I didn't get anything even though I should of got that one thing....but I did go to the Ripley's Haunted Adventure and it was REALLY REALLY fun! haha this girl behind me was so scared she was crying, I felt bad for her but for the most part I was laughing at everything in there...even the guy who chased us out with a chainsaw...Teehee I'm not staple I know...sorry. OH but Wensday some cousins and I went to Gailtburg and I bought a new Katana ^^ so be nice! teehee.

    On the way home we got stopped(road block thing) by cops and my cousin Ben was yelling at me before we came to a stop to put my katana on the fucking ground (I was asleep and cuddling it) so the officer asked, do you have any knives, drugs, alcohol, ect? and my cousin Nick was like no sir we are all underage. and the cop let us go and like 5 seconds later Ben was like "No officer but we got a pipe and a sword" and we all fucking cracked up! it was fun shit. Now we like always text eachother saying pipe and sword. teehee

    And today we went to White Water Waterpark in Georgia. It was pretty fun, but I fell asleep. lol Lame I know.

    We leave to go home on Thursday which is good, I kinda miss home...okay so I REALLY miss home.but shhhh don't tell.

     

    As far as I know my summer is pretty open after Thursday so if you wanna chill wiff me gimme a call or text or message me on here. PEACE

     

    OH and August 16th is the campout in my yard so BE THERE!

     

    Peace n Love

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