Deal The Villain's Blog

Current mood:contemplative

What up ?!?! I'm here just thinkin' on some things & I'm kind of perplexed. I see a lot of artists, supporters, fans, and detractors moving toward one place. Noterity, or more or less widespread recognition.

I feel like most have this swelling of anticipation, and excitment of comming upon a new age. 1 that has the heart and creativity of the great age 88'-97' (from Rakim/Kane to Jay/Nas with Dre/Snoop, B.I.G./Wu-Tang, & Outkast in the middle) but the bussiness mind of today, with some of the awarness of 2marrow.

I fell in love with the music of the great age as I call it. Then began 2 make music @ it's close. Now in it's demise and rebirth I find myself truely in the mits of it's resurgance.

But, with all of these things on the horizon, life being as it is, controls the ebb and flow of all of this. I say that because every individual involed has their own life 2 tend 2. All while attempting 2 express and cultivate themselves for 1 cause or another in the hip-hop culture we call it.

We are poor, rich, & middle-class. We have children, jobs, rent, family, mortgages, bills, freinds, enemies, events, situations, and most important of all emotions.

I say emotions are the most important because that's what move us. I feel that anybody who says that emotions are a non factor is in fact feeling some type of way for them 2 express that, which negates the statment entirely. People do too much or to little based on how they feel and their abiltiy 2 express themselves.

People are killed, babies born, and art/history/entertainment are made based upon how we are/are not able to express oursleves appropriatly or inappropriatly.

In some cases people are who they are. If they know they are that way of not. They can not or in some cases will not evolve 2 improve themselves. For the sake of the 1 or All.

All of this relates 2 my observation and interaction with everyone. I know u all have your own lives and that should be expected and is respected. No matter how much or how little u choose 2 live it or participate in it.

I'm just living as well and trying 2 make a movie out of my hit HBO show of a life show that I star in. I feel like we play parts in life. Some are stars in their own show, some are supporting characters, or part of an ensamble, & some are just extras with everyone else as a star, IN THEIR OWN LIFE !!! I'm just tryin' 2 cross genres with other actors and stars and make Ocean's 11, 12, & 13. Ya dig ?!?!

But as I said, everyone has lives and emtions. 2 have the time 2 connect with a dude like me or 2 be able to vibe with me is another story.

I try 2 think of myself as a pretty understanding, down 2 earth person. I admit, I can be an asshole, but I relish that. (Not that harsh mostly, just sacastic, dickie, and make u feel uncomfortable @ times, BUT NEVER MENT AS MALICIOUS !)

So with all that being said. U feel me and want 2 see what's good with the kid. If u feel up 2 it and have the time. Feel free 2 get @ me in any form. If I feel the same I'll get back @ u.

It's all whatever.

Till Next Endevour............ Deal