Is Mia→♪♫!?'s Blog
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last high school schedule D:
a days~
1-2agriscience Thompson
3-4algebraII Ticola
5-6choir Mullet
7-8chemistry I Mocherman
b days~
1-2agriscience Thompson semester 2 Aquaculture
3-4english VI Burns
5-6choir Mullet
7-8economics Zdravkovich semester 2 American government Taylor
I'm all over the damned campus.
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Megacon
Current mood:
ALRIGHT. Time to tell you about my absolutely amazing weekend.
happy
I arrived in Orlando on thursday with Michelly, Kelci’s mum. She had been in town that night with her sister in-law Christy. The whole car trip, we talked about what had been going on, and Louis, her current boyfriend kept calling. She really wanted him to leave a message O:
When I got there, it was midnight, and I was definately bone-tired. Kelci was freaking hyper as could be though, completely excited about friday. She kept talking and talking. She told me the most hilarious story about Kenna’s contacts rolling out of her eyes, and her not even noticing. That got me to laugh. When she finally let me lay in bed, I completely passed out.
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Friday morning was a crazy, seeing as I had my outfit on, it took me about an hour to completely accessorize! I was like OMG THIS IS RAINBOW, I MUST WEAR! It was funny. Kenna still took another hour, even though she was going to school, fortunately Michelle took Kelci and I to go get ticket around 10:30.
Right off the bat, three people asked for our pictures, and asked about our outfits. Altogether on friday, we must had our picture taken 20 times. We couldn’t figure out where the line started once we got in! it was terrible. After 5 minutes of wondering, we were directed into the correct direction, and found Sean! It was awesome. We were waiting for like, 2 hours! But it was really fun with Sean and the occasional wondering person checking the people in line. Sean told me about Whitney Wise, in whom is one of the alumni taking Mullet’s place in choir O:
After entering the dealer’s room finally, we tried to go up and down the aisles, but it failed about half way through row 4. I found the sexiest Han Solo collector’s figure ever. I cried just a tiny bit I wanted it so badly. I couldn’t decide though whether or not I wanted the Jiraiya plush. It’s eyes were just a bit creepy. I bought only a Ryuk plush that day, even though when I told Michelle, Stephi’s mum that I was getting no more money, she gave me $40, though my mom can’t know xD I was going to save it for a Boshi Baasik hat, they are my absolute favorites! I won’t get a hat from anyone else xD
Later with Sean and Kelci, we went upstairs to paint figurines, (that’s when my mom told me I didn’t get an more money.) Kenna eventually joined us. While we were painting though, the arm for my gunner girl I was painting broke off O: it was terrible! And I was doing such a good job. I had it glued back on, but it broke again in my purse ^^;;;
I ran off from the crew later after painting, and wondered by myself a bit. I got lonely though, and found Stephi working. Wifey and I went and played for a bit.
Later that night, I went to the gaia meet-up, which sucked O: Dinner was at Denny’s, which was delicious, right after I got rid of the worst headache in the world. A friend of Kelci’s joined us, and she was absolutely pleasant. We talked about horror movies and mangas, (and of course, I had the worst nightmares later that night.) We went back to the con for Voltaire’s concert. We missed the first 30 minutes, but lucky enough, it ran on late. It was absolutely hilarious. I love him even more now.
After the concert, Kelci and I went outside to wait for my mom to pick us up. So we’re the only two people standing under an umbrella in the pouring rain. We see her pass. and then were like a minute later, ’Where’d she go?’ 10 minutes later, we realized that she drove behind us, and was at the other entrance.
Yeah, we were wet.
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Saturday. Wow. Dramatic morning much? Kelci had to wait for her mom for like ever to do her make-up, and when she finally go there to do it, she left again to get McDonald’s. After bickering and decision making, I walk out of the hotel as Fresh Fruit again, and Kelci is a full-blown perfect Sally! Not even leaving the hotel room, Kelci had her picture taken by a neighbor. And that was the problem of that day.
Not that I was completely jealous, though I was a bit, walking with Kelci when she’s being asked every five feet she walks ’CAN I HAS UR PICCHARS!??!?!’ IS really really tiring, really really fast.(She had her picture taken approximently 300 times) I was mostly by my self that day, though, I eventually found Sean, and spent a lot of time with him. I found Raj and her girlfriend Natilie eventually with Aaron, which was fun sitting with him. I did cardomancy readings for them(Suma, don’t kill me!), in hope to do it for other people. They tipped me though =D
Kelci had entered the costume contest, which was rather exciting. I got to cut in line cause Michelly made sure she was first in line. Before I got in line though, I found and actually asian Miroku! I ? him, but old. Unbelievably, Mike Potter and his girlfriend was there! I had no idea that they went to the con! We got seats in the front, and the childrens’ devision was first. I had never seen the cuter Boba Fett in my life. He was absolutely ADORABLE. It was like scream ’kawaiii!’ adorable.
The adult division was just as amazing though. There were elves from WoW, and they were absolutely stunning. And all of the Marvel characters were done perfectly! I loved them all! Though, I loved Kelci’s alot, compared to the duo of Sally and Jack. The other Sally was blue, which was a bit much, though the Jack on stilts was pretty awesome.
But my absolute FAVORITE? INDIANA JONES OF COURSE! THAT GUY WAS SEEEEXY! I even yelled to him that he was hot. It was so funny, but daaaamn.
Anyway.
We went to the hotel to get dressed afterwards, and go to T.G.I.Fridays at 8:30 O: and ate spinache drip. Which was also delicious. After dinner, we went to the so called ’rave’, which was completely crap. It was basically standing around and listening to really bad music, in which you had to shout over if you wanted to talk.
We sat around the top floor bored, and suddenly, a man passed by with drums! Eurika! Stephi stopped him, and she and him, and Fred beat on drums, while a danced like absolutely crazy! I’ve never had such an exhilaration from dancing! After about 30 minutes, more people joined, and it was way better than the rave. There ended up being a guy from Capoeira(sp?), which was totally badass, and the guy that had brought the drums goes to the drum circle in sarasota often.
After all that, I showered, and went to bed. Which turned out to be a comfy futon =D
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Sunday, the final day turned interesting. I worked for a man named Jerry. appearently he had been working the booth, which was two booths long, and on a corner, by himself the whole weekend. So then I worked 10-4 for him because he needed a break. I ended up getting paid $48 dollars, which was pretty awesome xD While working there, this girl set me up with this guy friend of hers.
When I got off at 4, he came and got me, and we went to the back to go grab some food. I was suppose to meet Kelci and Kenna there. When they finally got there, Kelci’s mom called, telling us that they had McDonald’s in the lobby for us. After 30 minutes of running around and trying to eat, I had only 30 minutes to shop! The guy I was set up with, Mat, ran around with me and shopped, it was really funny xD we dashed from booth to booth, trying to remember what I wanted to get. I ended up with a lot of cute things. He bought me two shirts, which was really sweet of him. x3 Boshi Baasik closed early, those jerks! D; They closed the dealers room, and we went to the lobby to hang out a bit more. He ended up leaving though with his friends early for dinner. He was really really sweet, he gave me a kiss good-bye.
After he left, Kelci wanted to stay longer with Kitsune, so the mom’s let her, while I ran around with a decorated-in-marker box on my head. I loved it. I scared the crap out of a few people, which was totally hilarious. The female Sasuke was pretty mad. After a few more scares, I gave my box up to 4chan, and went home, getting snacks and mah Wifey-poo for half of the ride :3
It was an over-all super amazing weekend. -
Truth
Current mood:
bummedLife. So simple, So complex, it's what we exist for. Dreams and hopes and pain are all there for the ride, and they will be there the whole time.
It doesn't matter though.
What matters is that you can share this with the people around you. It might be hard, and learning and understanding people is never easy. And being told the truth doesn't always make you feel good. I know I wasn't very fond of it today. To be quite frank, it's still hurting me.
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It’s closing in on my birthday
And I very strongly disliked the age of 16. It was full of sadness and wrong.
The end of 10th grade wasn't terrible. I did my school work, and there was no friend problems. But problem number did arrise. Mullet, as much I love her, she did not right down note both times I auditioned for center stage. This will further ruin me later.
I whorishly flirt and flutter with boys for quite awhile, which becomes the death of me.
I start crushing even more on three boys.
-Dehru and I decide to give it a go, and goes terribly poor. Communication is everything, and with out it, nothing will work. I still wish it would. Metrocon was full of fun, but a bit more trauma and desperation. The greasy Miroku, Alex, and I spend a bit too much time together and I kiss and dance with him. Seeing him again at Anime Festival frustrated me because his stupid faculty of alluring women. If there is one thing I will ever regret in my life, it will be meeting him. My feeling of hatred are ineffable towards him.
The results knowing him? A hatred from Summer I didn't think she could reach and a disgust for myself more power then any I've ever expirience with any other action of myself.
-The cause of all of those things? Such pure denial that I had fallen so deeply in love with Raymond. All I could think about was the happiness that was constantly felt when in his presence, are when I was all his attention. I'd never been kissed so sweetly. He'd loved in such a way, that it couldn't be measured. And I felt the same exact way about him. I couldn't think enough to express my love to him. He was so kind, respect, and deserved all of my heart.
Well, being the kind man Ray is though, he feels completely compelled to help his friends everytime they asked. And so he help when the pleaded, and dealed with there problems, and drove them where they needed to be. I've never felt more jealousy, neglect, and most of all, depression. I started to feel I wasn't enough, or maybe I was too much. I had given him too much unknown power. I felt so worthless with out him constantly, I had to end it. But it didn't stop there. I can't even think about him. I really outtan't. Even now as I am typing this, I'm in tears. I can't bear to think about him. My heart hurts.
And then I think about how angry I am. Because I just want to know how he feels, and his indifference completely makes me angry. His tone, his complete negativity towards me, makes me feel like I'm trash he should have dumped, and not the other way around. If I was allowed to regret two things, this would be the second. I ruined a perfect friendship.
-The third boy I have crush since halfway through my sophomor year, I dare not make a move. Him and I are good friends, and I don't think I need to wreck it. All I pray is that I can give myself enough self control not to do anything extreme.
That was just my relationship problems with boys.
Remember that little center stage tryout? Mullet was so happy to comply and say that I too, like Julia, could be an understudy. SO I waited all summer for my letter for center stage camp. I return to school, never recieving the letter. Therefor, making it almost impossible to be in centerstage. Everyone was already friends, and I just wasn't apart of it. There is just no way to try to fit in so suddenly, it's like going to a new school. But with center stage, you need to be able to work together easily. Mullet said I could be in there anyway. But I decided, y'know, I'm president in anime club, I'll just wait for my senior year. If I could regret three things, this would be the last.
Anime Club has become such a fiasco. Walker had warned me that there would be fewer meeting when wrestling season came, and I didn't worry. Well, really a meeting hasn't occured for months. Febuary is very soon, and that is our candy sales month. We should just give up, because all the club is full of is loud freshmen that are even more dis-obeying than last year, and council members that can't even help. I would give almost anything to be in center stage.
This whole year, I've had so many problems, and made so many mistakes, I just wish that someone could have just be there for me. My friends are just unreliable, judgmental, and worst of all, opionated. And if I get a message from whom I'm implying the most, I'm just going to ignore it, because you know damn well who you are.
Humans don't want any more than to listened to.
The only people that have truely been nothing but kind and trusting are Jenna above all, Rii, Dehru and Ben. Not to say that people I saw only slightly often, and didn't speak to super often that aren't even aware anything was wrong are at fault.
I think this is enough of my 16th year alive.
Duuuuuuude!
You got two of the most awsome teachers at Riverview.
I had Burns for English when I was senior.
YOU WILL LOVE HIM.
Seriously.
He owns.
And Zdravkovich is crazy awesome and understanding.
But do noooooooot fall behind in his class.
Cause you'll never catch up again.
Oh, and I had Taylor for Government too.
He...is the worst teacher I've ever had.
You'll hate him by the end of day one.