So i guess after everyting i have done. And i mean everything. i have literally done anything and everything to be chewed.... i thought i was the best gum out there... thought i was like a never ending flavor... but i have lost mine... and now the one chewing me... wants a new piece... I am still the gum for right now... but my stomach keeps dropping.. and my heart is going like faster then it should be.. so many times i was told to not worry. but then this is still happening.... i dont get it... I guess im just not the right gum... no matter what... no matter what gum she is chewing... or what desk i am stuck under... i wont go anyway... cuz im in love... and i am not going to walk out just cuz someone is confused.... whether its true or not, as long as she tells me she loves me then i will try with everything i have.... even though i will fail... again....
I hate being stuck under the desk.... it sucks.... i hate being hurt....it sucks....i hate being alone.... it sucks even worse... and i hate even thinking about seeing her with... another piece of gum... well i guess i will find out sometime real soon which gum she wants.... i have looked for a way to flavor boost myself... but i keep failing... pretty sad yeah i know... what can i say.. i am gum
So what can you do, when everyone thinks you want..just to have. But when in reality..you want what you want to keep the hurt away. When everyone has abandoned you basically.. how can you be expected to just sit there and not hold on to the one thing..that one thing that still cares and actually loves you... Whens its become such a big part of your life, how can you sit there and watch it be pulled away.. Maybe not perminately.. but when what you need...is not there when you need it... well then its not fair for you... But then again... your not the only one who needs it right... others need the love ..others have their issues... I just wish the others could see from what i had... she is basically all i have left...
Have you ever told someone you love them? No parents and family dont count, or pets. But have you ever told someone you love them? How did you know/ do you know you love them? Did you just wait till a month marker? How do you know its really love? are you in love or Infatuated? WEll only you can tell, but how did YOU know the relationship you had was love? Its easy to say you would do anyhing or everything for them, and even easier to believe that they would,but would you? Are you 100% positive they would?
I find it quite obnoxious sometimes the number of people who proclaim love, but break up over a fight and get over it really fast. Or people who havent been together very long and they haev sex and just think they are totally in love. Im not saying that its not true or anything like that. But how are you sure? In my close minded opinion i believe you dont know real love till you have ignorantly had it once and it slips away. And when your finally given the chance again... It leaves you again.. By then i believe you should finally have an understanding of love..
But as many people as i see just start dating and are just head over heals infatuated with eachother, One proclaims their love, and the other follows the example. Just cuz one said it doesnt mean the other has to!! love is only a joint effort when you want it to flurish!! you can love someone but not be IN love with them.
Its just to my belief no one looks at it the right way, not to many truly understand... HAHa in my opinion and when you look at it enough and think about it like that.
aaaawwww.... :D nice. :) keep trying, gum. you can get your flavor back soon!!! i know you can do it!!! :D lol
i'm pretty sure i'm relating to exactly what you're saying.
let's talk today, i've got some pointers.